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IV

 
     Of the thousand hours me meeting,
     And with gladsome promise greeting,
       One alone hath kept its faith—
     One wherein—ah, sorely grieved!—
     In my heart I first perceived
       Who for us did die the death.
 
 
     All to dust my world was beaten;
     As a worm had through them eaten
       Withered in me bud and flower;
     All my life had sought or cherished
     In the grave had sunk and perished;
       Pain sat in my ruined bower.
 
 
     While I thus, in silence sighing,
     Ever wept, on Death still crying,
       Still to sad delusions tied,
     All at once the night was cloven,
     From my grave the stone was hoven,
       And my inner doors thrown wide.
 
 
     Whom I saw, and who the other,
     Ask me not, or friend or brother!—
       Sight seen once, and evermore!
     Lone in all life’s eves and morrows,
     This hour only, like my sorrows,
       Ever shines my eyes before.
 

V

 
     If I him but have,1
       If he be but mine,
     If my heart, hence to the grave,
       Ne’er forgets his love divine—
     Know I nought of sadness,
     Feel I nought but worship, love, and gladness.
 
 
     If I him but have,
       Pleased from all I part;
     Follow, on my pilgrim staff,
       None but him, with honest heart;
     Leave the rest, nought saying,
     On broad, bright, and crowded highways straying.
 
 
     If I him but have,
        Glad to sleep I sink;
     From his heart the flood he gave
        Shall to mine be food and drink;
     And, with sweet compelling,
     Mine shall soften, deep throughout it welling.
 
 
     If I him but have,
        Mine the world I hail;
     Happy, like a cherub grave
        Holding back the Virgin’s veil:
     I, deep sunk in gazing,
     Hear no more the Earth or its poor praising.
 
 
     Where I have but him
       Is my fatherland;
     Every gift a precious gem
       Come to me from his own hand!
     Brothers long deplored,
     Lo, in his disciples, all restored!
 

VI

 
     My faith to thee I break not,
       If all should faithless be,
     That gratitude forsake not
       The world eternally.
     For my sake Death did sting thee
       With anguish keen and sore;
     Therefore with joy I bring thee
       This heart for evermore.
 
 
     Oft weep I like a river
       That thou art dead, and yet
     So many of thine thee, Giver
       Of life, life-long forget!
     By love alone possessed,
       Such great things thou hast done!
     But thou art dead, O Blessed,
       And no one thinks thereon!
 
 
     Thou stand’st with love unshaken
       Ever by every man;
     And if by all forsaken,
       Art still the faithful one.
     Such love must win the wrestle;
       At last thy love they’ll see,
     Weep bitterly, and nestle
       Like children to thy knee.
 
 
     Thou with thy love hast found me!
       O do not let me go!
     Keep me where thou hast bound me
       Till one with thee I grow.
     My brothers yet will waken,
       One look to heaven will dart—
     Then sink down, love-o’ertaken,
       And fall upon thy heart.
 

VII.
HYMN

 
     Few understand
     The mystery of Love,
     Know insatiableness,
     And thirst eternal.
     Of the Last Supper
     The divine meaning
     Is to the earthly senses a riddle;
     But he that ever
     From warm, beloved lips,
     Drew breath of life;
     In whom the holy glow
     Ever melted the heart in trembling waves;
     Whose eye ever opened so
     As to fathom
     The bottomless deeps of heaven—
     Will eat of his body
     And drink of his blood
     Everlastingly.
     Who of the earthly body
     Has divined the lofty sense?
     Who can say
     That he understands the blood?
     One day all is body,
     One body:
     In heavenly blood
     Swims the blissful two.
 
 
     Oh that the ocean
     Were even now flushing!
     And in odorous flesh
     The rock were upswelling!
     Never endeth the sweet repast;
     Never doth Love satisfy itself;
     Never close enough, never enough its own,
     Can it have the beloved!
     By ever tenderer lips
     Transformed, the Partaken
     Goes deeper, grows nearer.
     Pleasure more ardent
     Thrills through the soul;
     Thirstier and hungrier
     Becomes the heart;
     And so endureth Love’s delight
     From everlasting to everlasting.
     Had the refraining
     Tasted but once,
     All had they left
     To set themselves down with us
     To the table of longing
     Which will never be bare;
     Then had they known Love’s
     Infinite fullness,
     And commended the sustenance
     Of body and blood.
 

VIII

 
     Weep I must—my heart runs over:
     Would he once himself discover—
       If but once, from far away!
     Holy sorrow! still prevailing
     Is my weeping, is my wailing:
       Would that I were turned to clay!
 
 
     Evermore I hear him crying
     To his Father, see him dying:
       Will this heart for ever beat!
     Will my eyes in death close never?
     Weeping all into a river
       Were a bliss for me too sweet!
 
 
     Hear I none but me bewailing?
     Dies his name an echo failing?
       Is the world at once struck dead?
     Shall I from his eyes, ah! never
     More drink love and life for ever?
       Is he now for always dead?
 
 
     Dead? What means that sound of dolour?
     Tell me, tell me thou, a scholar,
       What it means, that word so grim.
     He is silent; all turn from me!
     No one on the earth will show me
       Where my heart may look for him!
 
 
     Earth no more, whate’er befall me,
     Can to any gladness call me!
       She is but one dream of woe!
     I too am with him departed:
     Would I lay with him, still-hearted,
       In the region down below!
 
 
     Hear, me, hear, his and my father!
     My dead bones, I pray thee, gather
       Unto his—and soon, I pray!
     Grass his hillock soon will cover,
     Soon the wind will wander over,
       Soon his form will fade away.
 
 
     If his love they once perceived,
     Soon, soon all men had believed,
       Letting all things else go by!
     Lord of love him only owning,
     All would weep with me bemoaning,
       And in bitter woe would die!
 

IX

 
     He lives! he’s risen from the dead!
       To every man I shout;
     His presence over us is spread,
       Goes with us in and out.
 
 
     To each I say it; each apace
       His comrades telleth too—
     That straight will dawn in every place
       The heavenly kingdom new.
 
 
     Now, to the new mind, first appears
       The world a fatherland;
     A new life men receive, with tears
       Of rapture, from his hand.
 
 
     Down into deepest gulfs of sea
       Grim Death hath sunk away;
     And now each man with holy glee,
       Can face his coming day.
 
 
     The darksome road that he hath gone
       Leads out on heaven’s floor:
     Who heeds the counsel of the Son
       Enters the Father’s door.
 
 
     Down here weeps no one any more
       For friend that shuts his eyes;
     For, soon or late, the parting sore
       Will change to glad surprise.
 
 
     And now to every friendly deed
       Each heart will warmer glow;
     For many a fold the fresh-sown seed
       In lovelier fields will blow.
 
 
     He lives—will sit beside our hearths,
       The greatest with the least;
     Therefore this day shall be our Earth’s
       Glad Renovation-feast.
 

X

 
     The times are all so wretched!
       The heart so full of cares!
     The future, far outstretched,
       A spectral horror wears.
 
 
     Wild terrors creep and hover
       With foot so ghastly soft!
     Our souls black midnights cover
       With mountains piled aloft.
 
 
     Firm props like reeds are waving;
       For trust is left no stay;
     Our thoughts, like whirlpool raving,
       No more the will obey!
 
 
     Frenzy, with eye resistless,
       Decoys from Truth’s defence;
     Life’s pulse is flagging listless,
       And dull is every sense.
 
 
     Who hath the cross upheaved
       To shelter every soul?
     Who lives, on high received,
       To make the wounded whole?
 
 
     Go to the tree of wonder;
       Give silent longing room;
     Issuing flames asunder
       Thy bad dream will consume.
 
 
     Draws thee an angel tender
       In saftey to the strand:
     Lo, at thy feet in splendour
       Lies spread the Promised Land!
 

XI

 
     I know not what were left to draw me,
       Had I but him who is my bliss;
     If still his eye with pleasure saw me,
       And, dwelling with me, me would miss.
 
 
     So many search, round all ways going,
       With face distorted, anxious eye,
     Who call themselves the wise and knowing,
       Yet ever pass this treasure by!
 
 
     One man believes that he has found it,
       And what he has is nought but gold;
     One takes the world by sailing round it:
       The deed recorded, all is told!
 
 
     One man runs well to gain the laurel;
       Another, in Victory’s fane a niche:
     By different Shows in bright apparel
       All are befooled, not one made rich!
 
 
     Hath He not then to you appeared?
       Have ye forgot Him turning wan
     Whose side for love of us was speared—
       The scorned, rejected Son of Man?
 
 
     Of Him have you not read the story—
       Heard one poor word upon the wind?
     What heavenly goodness was his glory,
       Or what a gift he left behind?
 
 
     How he descended from the Father,
       Of loveliest mother infant grand?
     What Word the nations from him gather?
       How many bless his healing hand?
 
 
     How, thereto urged by mere love, wholly
       He gave himself to us away,
     And down in earth, foundation lowly,
       First stone of God’s new city, lay?
 
 
     Can such news fail to touch us mortals?
       Is not to know the man pure bliss?
     Will you not open all your portals
       To him who closed for you the abyss?
 
 
     Will you not let the world go faring?
       For Him your dearest wish deny?
     To him alone your heart keep baring,
       Who you has shown such favour high?
 
 
     Hero of love, oh, take me, take me!
       Thou art my life! my world! my gold!
     Should every earthly thing forsake me,
       I know who will me scatheless hold!
 
 
     I see Thee my lost loves restoring!
       True evermore to me thou art!
     Low at thy feet heaven sinks adoring,
       And yet thou dwellest in my heart!
 

XII

 
     Earth’s Consolation, why so slow?
     Thy inn is ready long ago;
     Each lifts to thee his hungering eyes,
     And open to thy blessing lies.
 
 
     O Father, pour him forth with might;
     Out of thine arms, oh yield him quite!
     Shyness alone, sweet shame, I know,
     Kept him from coming long ago!
 

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