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In ancient times an iron Fate lorded it, with dumb force, over the widespread families of men. A gloomy oppression swathed their anxious souls: the Earth was boundless, the abode of the gods and their home. From eternal ages stood its mysterious structure. Beyond the red hills of the morning, in the sacred bosom of the sea, dwelt the sun, the all-enkindling, live luminary. An aged giant upbore the happy world. Prisoned beneath mountains lay the first-born sons of mother Earth, helpless in their destroying fury against the new, glorious race of gods, and their kindred, glad-hearted men. Ocean’s dusky, green abyss was the lap of a goddess. In the crystal grottoes revelled a wanton folk. Rivers, trees, flowers, and beasts had human wits. Sweeter tasted the wine, poured out by youth impersonated; a god was in the grape-clusters; a loving, motherly goddess upgrew in the full golden sheaves; love’s sacred carousal was a sweet worship of the fairest of the goddesses. Life revelled through the centuries like one spring-time, an ever-variegated festival of the children of heaven and the dwellers on the earth. All races childlike adored the ethereal, thousandfold flame, as the one sublimest thing in the world.

It was but a fancy, a horrible dream-shape—

 
     That fearsome to the merry tables strode,
     And wrapt the spirit in wild consternation.
     The gods themselves here counsel knew nor showed
     To fill the stifling heart with consolation.
     Mysterious was the monster’s pathless road,
     Whoose rage would heed no prayer and no oblation;
     Twas Death who broke the banquet up with fears,
     With anguish, with dire pain, and bitter tears.
 
 
     Eternally from all things here disparted
     That sway the heart with pleasure’s joyous flow,
     Divided from the loved, whom, broken-hearted,
     Vain longing tosses and unceasing woe—
     In a dull dream to struggle, faint and thwarted,
     Smeemed all was granted to the dead below!
     Broke lay the merry wave of human glory
     On Death’s inevitable promontory.
 
 
     With daring flight, aloft Thought’s pinions sweep;
     The horrid thing with beauty’s robe men cover:
     A gentle youth puts out his torch, to sleep;
     Sweet comes the end, like moaning lute of lover.
     Cool shadow-floods o’er melting memory creep:
     So sang the song, for Misery was the mover.
     Still undeciphered lay the endless Night—
     The solemn symbol of a far-off Might.
 

The old world began to decline. The pleasure-garden of the young race withered away; up into opener regions and desolate, forsaking his childhood, struggled the growing man. The gods vanished with their retinue. Nature stood alone and lifeless. Dry Number and rigid Measure bound her with iron chains. As into dust and air the priceless blossoms of life fell away in words obscure. Gone was wonder-working Faith, and the all-transforming, all-uniting angel-comrade, the Imagination. A cold north wind blew unkindly over the torpid plain, and the wonderland first froze, then evaporated into aether. The far depths of heaven filled with flashing worlds. Into the deeper sanctuary, into the more exalted region of the mind, the soul of the world retired with all her powers, there to rule until the dawn should break of the glory universal. No longer was the Light the abode of the gods, and the heavenly token of their presence: they cast over them the veil of the Night. The Night became the mighty womb of revelations; into it the gods went back, and fell asleep, to go abroad in new and more glorious shapes over the transfigured world. Among the people which, untimely ripe, was become of all the most scornful and insolently hostile to the blessed innocence of youth, appeared the New World, in guise never seen before, in the song-favouring hut of poverty, a son of the first maid and mother, the eternal fruit of mysterious embrace. The forseeing, rich-blossoming wisdom of the East at once recognized the beginning of the new age; a star showed it the way to the lowly cradle of the king. In the name of the far-reaching future, they did him homage with lustre ond odour, the highest wonders of Nature. In solitude the heavenly heart unfolded itself to a flower-chalice of almighty love, upturned to the supreme face of the father, and resting on the bliss-boding bosom of the sweetly solemn mother. With deifying fervour the prophetic eye of the blooming child beheld the years to come, foresaw, untroubled over the earthly lot of his own days, the beloved offspring of his divine stem. Ere long the most childlike souls, by true love marvellously possessed, gathered about him. Like flowers sprang up a new strange life in his presence. Words inexhaustible and tidings the most joyful fell like sparks of a divine spirit from his friendly lips. From a far shore came a singer, born under the clear sky of Hellas, to Palestine, and gave up his whole heart to the marvellous child:—

 
     The youth art thou who ages long hast stood
     Upon our graves, lost in a maze of weening;
     Sign in the darkness of God’s tidings good,
     Whence hints of growth humanity is gleaning;
     For that we long, on that we sweetly brood
     Which erst in woe had lost all life and meaning;
     In everlasting life death found its goal,
     For thou art Death, and thou first mak’st us whole.
 

Filled with joy, the singer went on to Indostan, his heart intoxicated with sweetest love, and poured it out in fiery songs under that tender sky, so that a thousand hearts bowed to him, and the good news sprang up with a thousand branches. Soon after the singer’s departure, his precious life was made a sacrifice for the deep fall of man. He died in his youth, torn away from his loved world, from his weeping mother, and his trembling friends. His lovely mouth emptied the dark cup of unspeakable wrongs. In horrible anguish the birth of the new world drew near. Hard he wrestled with the terrors of old Death; heavy lay the weight of the old world upon him. Yet once more he looked kindly at his mother; then came the releasing hand of the Love eternal, and he fell asleep. Only a few days hung a deep veil over the roaring sea, over the quaking land; countless tears wept his loved ones; the mystery was unsealed: heavenely spirits heaved the ancient stone from the gloomy grave. Angels sat by the sleeper, sweetly outbodied from his dreams; awaked in new Godlike glory, he clomb the apex of the new-born world, buried with his own hand the old corpse in the forsaken cavity, and with hand almighty laid upon it the stone which no power shall again upheave.

Yet weep thy loved ones over thy grave tears of joy, tears of emotion, tears of endless thanksgiving; ever afresh, with joyous start, see thee rise again, and themselves with thee; behold thee weep with soft fervour on the blessed bosom of thy mother, walk in thoughtful communion with thy friends, uttering words plucked as from the tree of life; see thee hasten, full of longing, into thy father’s arms, bearing with thee youthful Humanity, and the inexhaustible cup of the golden Future. Soon the mother hastened after thee in heavenly triumph; she was the first with thee in the new home. Since then, long ages have flowed past, and in splendour ever increasing hath bestirred itself thy new creation, and thousands have, out of pangs and tortures, followed thee, filled with faith and longing and truth, and are walking about with thee and the heavenly virgin in the kingdom of Love, minister in the temple of heavenly Death, and are for ever thine.

 
     Uplifted is the stone,
     And all mankind is risen;
     We all remain thine own,
     And vanished is our prison.
     All troubles flee away
     Before thy golden cup;
     For Earth nor Life can stay
     When with our Lord we sup.
 
 
     To the marriage Death doth call;
     No virgin holdeth back;
     The lamps burn lustrous all;
     Of oil there is no lack.
     Would thy far feet were waking
     The echoes of our street!
     And that the stars were making
     Signal with voices sweet!
 
 
     To thee, O mother maiden,
     Ten thousand hearts aspire;
     In this life, sorrow-laden,
     Thee only they desire;
     In thee they hope for healing;
     In thee expect true rest,
     When thou, their safety sealing,
     Shalt clasp them to thy breast.
 
 
     With disappointment burning
     Who made in hell their bed,
     At last from this world turning
     To thee have looked and fled:
     Helpful thou hast appeared
     To us in many a pain:
     Now to thy home we’re neared,
     Not to go out again!
 
 
     Now at no grave are weeping
     Such as do love and pray;
     The gift that Love is keeping
     From none is taken away.
     To soothe and quiet our longing
     Night comes, and stills the smart;
     Heaven’s children round us thronging
     Now watch and ward our heart.
 
 
     Courage! for life is striding
     To endless life along;
     The Sense, in love abiding,
     Grows clearer and more strong.
     One day the stars, down dripping,
     Shall flow in golden wine:
     We, of that nectar sipping,
     As living stars shall shine!
 
 
     Free, from the tomb emerges
     Love, to die never more;
     Fulfilled, life heaves and surges
     A sea without a shore!
     All night! all blissful leisure!
     One jubilating ode!
     And the sun of all our pleasure
     The countenance of God!
 

VI.
LONGING AFTER DEATH

 
     Into the bosom of the earth!
     Out of the Light’s dominions!
     Death’s pains are but the bursting forth
     Of glad Departure’s pinions!
     Swift in the narrow little boat,
     Swift to the heavenly shore we float!
 
 
     Blest be the everlasting Night,
     And blest the endless Slumber!
     We are heated with the day too bright,
     And withered up with cumber!
     We’re weary of that life abroad:
     Come, we will now go home to God!
 
 
     Why longer in this world abide?
     Why love and truth here cherish?
     That which is old is set aside—For
     us the new may perish!
     Alone he stands and sore downcast
     Who loves with pious warmth the Past.
 
 
     The Past where yet the human spirit
     In lofty flames did rise;
     Where men the Father did inherit,
     His countenance recognize;
     And, in simplicity made ripe,
     Many grew like their archetype.
 
 
     The Past wherin, still rich in bloom,
     Old stems did burgeon glorious;
     And children, for the world to come,
     Sought pain and death victorious;
     And, though both life and pleasure spake,
     Yet many a heart for love did break.
 
 
     The Past, where to the glow of youth
     God yet himself declared;
     And early death, in loving truth
     The young beheld, and dared—
     Anguish and torture patient bore
     To prove they loved him as of yore.
 
 
     With anxious yearning now we see
     That Past in darkness drenched;
     With this world’s water never we
     Shall find our hot thirst quenched:
     To our old home we have to go
     That blessed time again to know.
 
 
     What yet doth hinder our return?
     Long since repose our precious!
     Their grave is of our life the bourn;
     We shrink from times ungracious!
     By not a hope are we decoyed:
     The heart is full; the world is void!
 
 
     Infinite and mysterious,
     Thrills through me a sweet trembling,
     As if from far there echoed thus
     A sigh, our grief resembling:
     The dear ones long as well as I,
     And send to me their waiting sigh.
 
 
     Down to the sweet bride, and away
     To the beloved Jesus!
     Courage! the evening shades grow gray,
     Of all our griefs to ease us!
     A dream will dash our chains apart,
     And lay us on the Father’s heart.
    SPIRITUAL SONGS.
 

I

 
     Without thee, what were life or being!
     Without thee, what had I not grown!
     From fear and anguish vainly fleeing,
     I in the world had stood alone;
     For all I loved could trust no shelter;
     The future a dim gulf had lain;
     And when my heart in tears did welter,
     To whom had I poured out my pain?
 
 
     Consumed in love and longing lonely
     Each day had worn the night’s dull face
     With hot tears I had followed only
     Afar life’s wildly rushing race.
     No rest for me, tumultuous driven!
     A hopeless sorrow by the hearth!—
     Who, that had not a friend in heaven,
     Could to the end hold out on earth?
 
 
     But if his heart once Jesus bareth,
     And I of him right sure can be,
     How soon a living glory scareth
     The bottomless obscurity!
     Manhood in him first man attaineth;
     His fate in Him transfigured glows;
     On freezing Iceland India gaineth,
     And round the loved one blooms and blows.
 
 
     Life grows a twilight softly stealing;
     The world speaks all of love and glee;
     For every wound grows herb of healing,
     And every heart beats full and free.
     I, his ten thousand gifts receiving,
     Humble like him, his knees embrace;
     Sure that we share his presence living
     When two are gathered in one place.
 
 
     Forth, forth to all highways and hedges!
     Compel the wanderers to come in;
     Stretch out the hand that good will pledges,
     And gladly call them to their kin.
     See heaven high over earth up-dawning!
     In faith we see it rise and spread:
     To all with us one spirit owning—
     To them with us ‘tis opened.
 
 
     An ancient, heavy guilt-illusion
     Haunted our hearts, a changeless doom;
     Blindly we strayed in night’s confusion;
     Gladness and grief alike consume.
     Whate’er we did, some law was broken!
     Mankind appeared God’s enemy;
     And if we thought the heavens had spoken,
     They spoke but death and misery.
 
 
     The heart, of life the fountain swelling—
     An evil creature lay therein;
     If more light shone into our dwelling,
     More unrest only did we win.
     Down to the earth an iron fetter
     Fast held us, trembling captive crew;
     Fear of Law’s sword, grim Death the whetter,
     Did swallow up hope’s residue.
 
 
     Then came a saviour to deliver—
     A Son of Man, in love and might!
     A holy fire, of life all-giver,
     He in our hearts has fanned alight.
     Then first heaven opened—and, no fable,
     Our own old fatherland we trod!
     To hope and trust we straight were able,
     And knew ourselves akin to God.
 
 
     Then vanished Sin’s old spectre dismal;
     Our every step grew glad and brave.
     Best natal gift, in rite baptismal,
     Their own faith men their children gave.
     Holy in him, Life since hath floated,
     A happy dream, through every heart;
     We, to his love and joy devoted,
     Scarce know the moment we depart.
 
 
     Still standeth, in his wondrous glory,
     The holy loved one with his own;
     His crown of thorns, his faithful story
     Still move our hearts, still make us groan.
     Whoso from deadly sleep will waken,
     And grasp his hand of sacrifice,
     Into his heart with us is taken,
     To ripen a fruit of Paradise.
 

II

 
     Dawn, far eastward, on the mountain!
     Gray old times are growing young:
     From the flashing colour-fountain
     I will quaff it deep and long!—
     Granted boon to Longing’s long privation!
     Sweet love in divine transfiguration!
 
 
     Comes at last, our old Earth’s native,
     All-Heaven’s one child, simple, kind!
     Blows again, in song creative,
     Round the earth a living wind;
     Blows to clear new flames that rush together
     Sparks extinguished long by earthly weather.
 
 
     Everywhere, from graves upspringing,
     Rises new-born life, new blood!
     Endless peace up to us bringing,
     Dives he underneath life’s flood;
     Stands in midst, with full hands, eyes caressing—
     Hardly waits the prayer to grant the blessing.
 
 
     Let his mild looks of invading
     Deep into thy spirit go;
     By his blessedness unfading
     Thou thy heart possessed shalt know.
     Hearts of all men, spirits all, and senses
     Mingle, and a new glad dance commences.
 
 
     Grasp his hands with boldness yearning;
     Stamp his face thy heart upon;
     Turning toward him, ever turning,
     Thou, the flower, must face thy sun.
     Who to him his heart’s last fold unfoldeth,
     True as wife’s his heart for ever holdeth.
 
 
     Ours is now that Godhead’s splendour
     At whose name we used to quake!
     South and north, its breathings tender
     Heavenly germs at once awake!
     Let us then in God’s full garden labour,
     And to every bud and bloom be neighbour!
 

III

 
     Who in his chamber sitteth lonely,
       And weepeth heavy, bitter tears;
     To whom in doleful colours, only
       Of want and woe, the world appears;
 
 
     Who of the Past, gulf-like receding,
       Would search with questing eyes the core,
     Down into which a sweet woe, pleading,
       Wiles him from all sides evermore—
 
 
     As if a treasure past believing
       Lay there below, for him high-piled,
     After whose lock, with bosom heaving,
       He breathless grasps in longing wild:
 
 
     He sees the Future, waste and arid,
       In hideous length before him stretch;
     About he roams, alone and harried,
       And seeks himself, poor restless wretch!—
 
 
     I fall upon his bosom, tearful:
       I once, like thee, with woe was wan;
     But I grew well, am strong and cheerful,
       And know the eternal rest of man.
 
 
     Thou too must find the one consoler
       Who inly loved, endured, and died—
     Even for them that wrought his dolour
       With thousand-fold rejoicing died.
 
 
     He died—and yet, fresh each to-morrow,
       His love and him thy heart doth hold;
     Thou mayst, consoled for every sorrow,
       Him in thy arms with ardour fold.
 
 
     New blood shall from his heart be driven
       Through thy dead bones like living wine;
     And once thy heart to him is given,
       Then is his heart for ever thine.
 
 
     What thou didst lose, he keeps it for thee;
       With him thy lost love thou shalt find;
     And what his hand doth once restore thee,
       That hand to thee will changeless bind.
 

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